4.05.2011

So now what?

I hate making decisions.

I hate it even more when I make a decision and then need to change my plan.

I think that may be where we are right now. Only thing is, I'm not totally sure. We were so excited to be putting all our money toward our last debt, and watching the color sheet on the fridge fill up. And then the neighbor gave us a tour of his house. And we LOVE it. And it meets almost all of our criteria. And he wants to sell it this summer.

So now what do we do?!

If we send everything to our student loan, there will be no down payment to buy this house. We still are not sure if the house will be in our price range. It is possible though. So for the moment we're left putting everything into savings again until we can decide what we should do.

Now every time I open the fridge, I look longingly at the thousand dollar bills on the color sheet. Then I count in my head how many we could color if we sent the money in. And then I go to bed every night thinking about how beautiful that house is, and how nice it would be to have our own space again.

I guess I will just have to wait this one out.